Yesterday I said that the students seem to have hit the wall. I think I may have too, I'm just too dense to realize that my head is pounding into it over and over again. I'm grading and preparing a prompt for the next paper and thinking of final exam possibilities and I thought - Wow. I'm going to be doing all of this over again. We've got two summer sessions here and I'm doing them both. Yep. It's all for the good, you see - experience, resume fodder, etc... etc... but it is sucking the life out of me. And it probably shouldn't bother me as much as it does, but I'm being paid pretty badly - just a little more than I was as a TA. Needless to say, once I get all of this done, I get about a week to move to NewU and get ready for PhD studies (including TAing the right up front in the fall)
I am really having fun teaching, but I do worry a bit about burning out. I've seen that happen and it ain't pretty. If I could only squeeze an extra week or two into that last little break to decompress.
eek! meditate. relax. go watch the tide. breathe.
ReplyDeletestressed out even with all those 10ks you're running?! time for some ice cream...
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